first of all i thank you all who read my journal about the betrayal thing.
i have a good news and a bad news.
the good news is that the problem is completly solved. she was crying and feeling gilty for what she has done, and she apologized to me. she said she acted innocent and didn't say sarry because she though if she doesn't, i would forget. though she realized today that i never forgot that even though it seems i did.
and yes, the bad news is that she realized it from my other friend, who is supposed to keep the things i told him as a secret.
well, i told this friend about what she did, becuase i thought he wouldn't be telling anyone, nor getting involved in this. but i guess i'm stupid.
as she told me after, he was all like "you should go apologize to Cassie(that's me)" to her. and apperently that made her think of the whole thing agian, and she just started crying.
well, i know he was trying to help me and my relationship with her, but I HATE THIS. i know i've said mean things in the journal before what i wanted to do to her, but will i really do it? NO. they're just what came in mind when i get mad and i'll forget about them when i calm down. i wanted to solve this on my own.
though i have to say, because of what he did, i can actually forgive her. and now we're back to friends. it's just amazing how apologies and forgiving works so well.

thank you all for commenting sweeties. i've read them all.
it's nice(well, not really but you know what i mean) hearing your opinions and similar stories on this.
but i don't think i'll reply them, and i actually decide to hide the comments because i already forgive her, so i don't want her to feel guilty or something agian when reading them.
love you all.